i used to blame my self but in the end you needed help
the voices were hushed and the memories feel rushed
it wasn't good for me my mother saved me
because there's two types of high
there's one from drugs, then there's one from the people that you love
my father picked the wrong one, even though he said he loved his sons
and father, mother's crying in her room again
and father why do insist on hurting us again
but you sent me all those messages
i wish i would've replied to them
i wish i would've spent more time
instead of leaving you the fuck behind
it wasn't good for me
even though i wanted it to be
because there's two types of high
there's one from drugs, then there's one from the people that you love
my father picked the wrong one, even though he said he loved his sons
and father, mother's crying in her room again
and father why do insist on hurting us again
oh addiction is a bitch oh we know
father am i seeing you in the window
mom seems to think you're haunting the house
is that why i'm drawn to sleep on the couch
just a creature of the enviroment
that you were forced to grow up in
then the drug had you up in a submission
explains all the things that you kept on missing
and im stuck between hating you
and just plain fucking missing you
oh father i don't hate you
no i just miss you
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